Virgin Reprogramming
You are a virgin. There is no way around that, you are more and more pathetic with each passing day. Sometimes you let that "what if" fantasy slip through your mind. Allowing yourself the brief idea that MAYBE just maybe your virginity isn't going to be life long. This is not the virgin state of mind I encourage you to have. What better time to work on your virgin mental health than the month of love? Repeating your mantras for Me as you deny yourself an orgasm is just the beginning of your training. "I am a virgin." "I will always be a virgin." "I am thankful to Goddess Lindsey for showing Me the error of My ways." you will say this again and again as you make love to the only thing you'll ever have any physical intimacy with, your hand. This is NOT a fantasy, this is your reality. I want you to focus all your energy on avoiding an orgasm over the next two weeks. When Valentine's Day comes, I want you to have a nice date planned for you and your "girlfriend". Let the reality sink in that this is how alone you will always be. Unworthy of sex, unworthy of anyone and anything other than that abused hand of yours.