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"Thank you guys for the support and also for entertaining me during my three long, uncomfortable hours in the cage. I was worried everyone would be let down when the power went out after only one hour of the real show. i know i was a little disappointed. i went into the feed hoping to really be pushed and explore my outer limits. Even though you saw me smiling a lot, i was definitely breaking down. i was almost in tears when PD would not let me pee and started pumping that dildo machine faster. That is a point i have not yet reached at InSex. The neck play that he was doing right before the power failure was getting me even closer, since it is a torture i haven't experienced. So, when the show was cut short, for me it was kinda like sex without an orgasm (sorry, it's the best analogy i can give), since i had all these tears built up, waiting to be released This probably sounds stupid, but i want to cry for you all. i want to know what it feels like to be brought to that point when i can no longer control my own emotions and hide my pain. "