Ambivalent
You want to hate how addicted to femdom you are. You desperately want to quit but your love for it keeps you addicted, keeps bringing you back. Every time you think you've finally set yourself free you end up right back here again. This is where you belong.You look at how much money you've spent, you think about those cruel words that have been said to you, how many orgasms you have been denied and you think that you can't do this anymore. You cannot live like this! As you start to leave it just pulls you right back in. You want to escape but you love it too much to escape.I will tell you one thing, you will never get away. Nothing will ever compare, nothing will ever make you feel this way. You want it, you need it, but you fucking hate it.